Thursday, December 19, 2013
I just have to let this out of me.
I am a failure. I fail to stop things from happening to my lil sis. I shoud have warned her. I cant see a tear coming out from her eyes anymore. It hurts to see her cry when i can prevent everything from happening. I should have turn up earlier, i should have just push the door. I should have just punch the boss's face. I should have protect and hug my sis tighly. I cant see her cry anymore. I feel her pain. I hate seeing her shivering in fear. I want to replace her position. Its ok fo me to feel the pain and bear everything but NOT MY FAMILY, MY LOVE ONES. I just need her to smile again and i totally regret that eventho ive saved her, i should have done more than what i did. I love you alot small sister. I just need you to forget everything and smile.
I will find her. And I will revenge, for you.